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"Famous like a drug that i've taken to much of; but I never ever trip; just peace, happiness and love"
Everything hurts.
So bad, I’m to stressed about my ex, my boy, my friends everything. It’s all to much and I’m past my breaking point. I just want to lay here and cry and hope I wake up and everything’s okay, but I know that won’t happen..
I wish.
That this hurt could go away. I just wish that it would all be gone. I want to go back to 2 years ago. When everything was good.. When me and him we’re the best. When he loved me and I loved him. When we never argued, it had took us a year to get to that point but we did it. We we’re both happy.. Yeah, we still had little disagreements but damn it never affected us. I hate looking at you and still seeing my world. Standing right there and knowing it’s not how it used to be.. I don’t think it will ever stop hurting. Ever. I just wish every time I look at you all the memories wouldn’t flood back. I wish you would take shit back to how it used to be and not bring up “us” just keep shit how it needs to be. We both know how it should be, how it was, and how it never will be and I think that’s what hurts me the most..
It never will be what we both know we need.
I wish we were just a part of each others past, we see each other we say hey, how have you been, and go on about our day like nothing happened, but when we look back we always smile.
We can’t ever make it that simple though.
Brandon Charles Kiger <3
He means the world to me and I hope we can make it.. I want nothing more than us to be perfect again..
